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Monday, November 1st, 2004
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12:20 pm - it's been a while
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this journal is defunct as of now. delete me i don't care. your excuses won't work. those who want to find me will. bye. blah.
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| Monday, October 11th, 2004
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11:55 pm - open your eyes
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i feel my steps are growing strangely slower..
my head tells me not to anticipate the world and just breathe it in.
yes. i think i will. its like sitting in a playground while leaves
dance at your feet. watching the sunlight play hide and seek with the trees.
i can hear the distant sound of a swing squeaking nostalgically
as i try to put my mind on a thought worth thinking.
but then i think, isnt this not worth thinking?
i see blue skies... stretching all the way back to my lost childhood. perhaps i could catch a ride.
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| Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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4:37 am - lost
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the winds have brought your scent to me once again, as i fall beneath your calm reflection. you remind me of those strawberry kisses people talk about. you remind me of giggles melted into the air on a lost warm summer's day. dont you remember me? it is i... the one you called precious. have you forgotten me as well as yourself? every moment our eyes meet is like a deep, painful pang to my heart. yet you still haunt the mist i breathe... tell me, what magic must i do for you to leave my crumbled life before i loose it once and for all? all i ever wanted was your love
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| Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
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6:28 pm - searching for a sign...
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another pointless day goes by...
more mindless chatter...laughs, smiles, gazes, stares...
i wonder what it all means...does it mean anything? wandering around here feeling lost in a sea of faceless people, feeling lonely in the middle of a crowd...knowing i belong somewhere but not knowing where that place is...sometimes i dont know why i bother waking up. sometimes i rather not wake up...its a place where you cant trust anyone...not even yourself...sometimes the tears arent enough, and sometimes the silence is more deafening than your own screams. sometimes i wish i could hide away in the shadows...and not care...and sometimes, i wish i could fly...
i have decided to make this journal friends only...so...do be a friend.
♥
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